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Saturday, 17 October 2009
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depressionss
Hey guys,
I know that its been a really really long time..
I havent really been myself, I went into this weird depression and it sucks.
so thats what this update is about.Twitter.com/bbrriittaannyx3
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed, please be impressed,
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all, oh at alli`m scared of everything. i'm scared of what i saw, of what i did, of who i am. & most of all, i'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way i feel when i'm with you.she's scared, so scared that one day
you might see right through her.
and realize she might not be enough.i'm the girl that's overlooked. the girl no one can read. the girl who writes with her heart, but speaks with her brain. the girl who wishes on stars, but can't wish out loud. the girl who's in love, but dares not to make a move.it's time to move on with my life. i've got to stop reading the same pages and continue turning them. the memories are still locked in my mind, but they're what's stopping me from living my life.i guess you are right. i am afraid to let my gaurd down. i am afraid that if you know all that i really am, you won't feel the same. and i am afraid that once my barrier is defeated and i'm comfortable, you'll walk awayLetting go isn't a one time thing;
it's something you do everyday,
over and over againEverything reminds me of you:
I threw away every picture; ripped up every letter.
I refuse to go anywhere you could be,
and if I do, I look for everyone but you.
Yet everyday I think of you. Everyday I'm
reminded of what we had, and how I'm afraid
nothing could ever top that feeling you gave me
without even trying or knowing. Yet, as hard as I
try, you never quite leave my mindi promise you that when you begin to
break, i'll be a phone call away
i swear i'll take the pain away
i won`t rest until i know you're okaysay you adore me.
what good could you be for me?
and after i'm gone, wondering where you went wrong
cause you're only taking inches when i'm giving you miles.
did you figure that i wasn't worth your while?i've been tryin to be
anything, other than me.I'm gonna make you bite that pillow. I'm gonna make you grip those sheets. I'm gonna make your body quiver. I'm gonna make you feel completep.s - i take no credit for these.
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
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marianas trench
hey guys,
todays update is picture of marianas trench!
There an amazing band and im going to see them live october 20!
myspace.com/marianastrenchMy favorite songs from them are -
all to myself
cross my heart
beside you.
bigger update next time !
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Monday, 21 September 2009
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wow long time.
hey guys,
its been a really really long time since ive been on here. ive been really busy re-do my room, its actually very pretty. i painted iit bright pink and good a new big bed (:
and as promised, heres the picture of the cat thats always at my house.
every night for the past month.
cute eh ?
i dont really have time for an update tonight, maybe tomorrow.
im gonna go bring it to this place called berger blanc. its where you go to put animals up for adoption and im gonna bring the cat there. (:
bye guys :D
Thursday, 10 September 2009
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updates & more updates
hey !
so " what i like about you" && " 8 simple rules" is finaly back on the air !
i love those shows,so theres this cat thats always at my window.. it cries and cries for my cat ;
tonight that cat came but didnt want my cat, it wanted me n my sister,
so we went out and played with it, then this little kitten came and started crying really loud,
eventualy we went inside but the kitten found my bedroom window..
for the past 2 hours its been crying there!
its driving me crazy!!i took pictures of them and ill upload them on my next update :)
bye.
Friday, 04 September 2009
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jonas iconsss !!
today is only jonas brothers icons!
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