Thursday, 15 January 2009

• when things dont go your way ;

  hey guys, sorry for not updating in a while, ive been realy busy lately. this update is gonna be about when everything seems to be falling apart and you dont know what to do..i guess thats whats been happening with me for the past few days.

   

  its too much pain to have to bare ; to love a man you have to share.

   

  ive given you my best so why does she get the best of you?

   

  she needs time to be alone. she needs
  time to think to pull herself together
  again

   

  Its simple you say you've seen better days,
  and now I guess we go our separate ways.
  Here’s one for my loneliness and two for how we used to be,
  three strikes to my empty chest and four for all my jealousy

   

  You're a heart breaker, she's a chance taker;
  She'll risk it all, you'll let her take the fall;
  you'll take away your love, she still wont give up;
  you push her to the ground, she wont stay down.
  You're a heart breaker, but she's tired of being a chance taker.
  She finally broke

   

  Every time that I walk out the door, I tell myself I can't take it no more. There’s a part of me won't let you go, I keep saying yes when my minds saying no..Me and my heart we got issues; Don't know if I should hate you or miss you. Damn I wish that I could resist you. Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you, me and my heart we got issues.
  

  After all the things you put me through,
  tell me why i'm still in love with you,
  and why am i still waiting for your call?
  You broke my heart,
  I'm taking it back from you,
  and taking back the life i gave to you.
  Life goes on before and after you.
  I've got some growing up to do
  

   

  I wish you knew how much this
  hurts. But then again, no, I don’t.
  It would be too embarrassing
  to have you know
  that I cry at night, that I
  wish you were there,
  that I pretend I’m holding your
  hand, & that I relate all
  these sad songs to you

   

  i can't take it anymore.
  everyone thinks i'm indestructible.
  the girl who never flinches.
  the girl who always has a smile on her face.
  the girl that's gone through so much yet doesn't have one scar --
  and i'm tired of it. i don't want to live behind a wall of laughter and smiles anymore.
  i want people to understand me.
  i want people to understand how hard it is to be me
  and to have to deal with all this crap and still be expected to be happy.
  it's not fair. why is it that everyone else can just fall apart
  but i have to be the one to keep it together?

   

  She says shes fine but she's going insane. She says she feels good, but shes in alot of pain. She says its nothing, but its really alot. Shes says shes okay, but really shes not.

   

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